You know, the kind you get when everyone is having a good time around you, and suddenly you just freeze and realize how miserable you are.
At times I wonder, "aren't I supposed to be happy?", I have everything I've ever wished for and more in the palm of my hands.
Some people tell me that it's perfectly normal, and some tell me to stop being pathetic and move on.
Well I have moved on, but don't they get the fact it's always going to hurt in someway?
'Cause in the end, it just hurts all the same, no?
I want to smile, I want to laugh. He's been pulling me down for way too long and I know now that it's time to let go of him completely. It's time I stop worrying about him and his precious little life; it's time I put myself first for a change. It's time I treat myself right and leave behind those who don't. It's time I dig myself out of this hole and start all over again with someone who just might be willing to give me the chance that he never did.
And that someone is my Totoro (:
I know, the picture quality is really bad, and it's grey and bla bla bla.
Too bad it's the only picture I have for now lol.
Thank you for being there when I really needed a shoulder to cry on.
Thank you for making me see the better things in life.
Thank you for loving me. ♥
Too bad it's the only picture I have for now lol.
Thank you for being there when I really needed a shoulder to cry on.
Thank you for making me see the better things in life.
Thank you for loving me. ♥
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